Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Running Over

I’m overwhelmed today~ I can’t decipher through my feelings. Is it that my dear cousin is getting married in a couple days, or that as I read over birthday cards from family and think of my husband I realize how loved I am?
Or is it that I’m overwhelmed by God’s gift of life and love, family, innocent babies to adore… and I’m so joyful… yet I’m overwhelmed with the realization that it is all so temporary… it’s all preparation for eternity- which will come too fast and yet can’t come fast enough.
Am I suddenly overwhelmed this morning by Dad’s warm and spontaneous hugs in the morning, my niece’s multiple hugs and kisses, my husband’s longing for me to be with him, standing beside my cousin as she enters into a lifelong covenant, realizing the steadfastness of family with my dear granddaddy, spending cherished time with my sister and mom, the sweet appreciation of my aunt… longing to be beside my husband and getting prepared for another transition back to Africa… or is it that my heart is overflowing with praise and gratitude to Jesus for being the King of my life, for the truth that love is not just a feeling or a chemical in the brain, but that He loved us first, that the depth of His love for us is unfathomable and that He gifts us with an overwhelming fraction of His love to experience in this life with others… and that in this life there are huge sorrows and things that I don’t understand but that those things are in control and in the hands of a good God…
My cup is full and running over! My prayer is that it may carry me into this next season and spill out into others’ lives.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Christmas Break!

I have always wanted to be a writer who gets  paid to see the world, meet interesting people, and report on things that people don’t know or get to see firsthand as well as experience new and relatively dangerous things. The first problem with this is that I am not a great writer- ask my mom who edited a lot of my college papers! But just the other day I came across this blog that inspired me to give this a shot. It was not the blogger encouraging me to do it but the fact that I found myself reading through her archives of blogs all the way back to 2007 and I was genuinely interested in what was happening. I have always been the person that thinks no one really cares to read stories, opinions and whatever else that person puts on their blog. Do people really care to read this stuff? For the sake of not getting your hopes up I will hold off on giving the address of the blog that inspired me.

Christmas Leave:
Finally, December 10th arrived and I was on a jet plane heading to the good ol’ US of A. I had spent that last couple weeks planning out what we would do for my three weeks home, based solely off the locations of restaurants that I wanted to eat at within close proximity of family and friends. I arrived at DFW Airport extremely tired from lack of sleep mostly caused by my itching body, but still glad to be with my bride. We spent the next three weeks traveling, eating, drinking Starbucks, eating more, visiting family and friends. We traveled 2,200 miles in a little less than a week and through 2 states and 10-20 inches of snow, 65 people and 5 dogs. And I thought leave was going to be restful!
In the midst of all the craziness, though, I quite enjoyed my time at home, eating, being with my wife, family and friends. It was all very encouraging. I love the time I spend with my wife. We have our moments of laughter, arguments, tears or hurt, joy and completely random tears (not my random tears;). It’s a wonderful life that we have and an even more wonderful journey that we are on together. During our time apart we did our best to communicate through email and SMS messages or text messaging for the 1st world peeps.  We managed to study 1 Corinthians together, discuss topics from “His Brain Her Brain” without killing each otherJ. Distance really does make the heart grow fonder. Family can be overwhelming especially if you are only home for a short time. But my family was fun, enthusiastic and mostly gave me the right-of-way with what to do, eat or see. The only exception was my mother-in-law who does not allow anyone to watch TV which meant for the first time in weeks that I missed English football games. But I still love her dearlyJ.
The three weeks home went by in the blink of an eye. I enjoyed my last week with my dear sweet bride, resting, shopping for last minute stuff and just overall hanging out.  Saying good-bye is always hard. This is especially true for me. When I used to first say good-bye to MA at airports, I would get teary-eyed and we would spend hours sitting with each other in front of security and always being the last to board the plane. Now I am an expert. I have her drop me off at departures and take off running. This way I don’t have time to get teary-eyed or even worse, to cry.  I saw the beginning of 2012 on a plane full of people whom I did not know at a time I was not sure where I was or what time zone I was in. The only thing I know for sure is that somehow 2011 turned into 2012 by the time I reached London. The flight has quite a bit of distance to cover to get back to Uganda. First to London then to Entebbe which is two eight and a half hour flights including a three hour layover.

Once I was back, Uganda felt like home except for the heat, dirt, loads of traffic, crowded streets and a lot fewer choices for everything. Oh yeah and less power, internet, and phone service. So… maybe not the same at-home-like feeling. Thank God for the normal things such as friends, Settlers of Catan, and Premier League Football to help me adjust to being back. To start off, I will spend two weeks in Kampala working out issues and attending a manager’s training. Then I will head back to Moroto, which is even hotter and dryer, where I will patiently wait for my bride to join me in February. And I guess I will have some work to do as well, finishing food distributions from 2011 and planning for 2012.



Seth 

Sunday, January 15, 2012

First Ever Blog

RECAP:
Almost everyone knows the start to our story in Uganda since May of 2011. But here is a quick synopsis. I took a position with Samaritan’s Purse in Uganda the first of May, MariAnne graduated from seminary the second week of May, and I moved to Uganda the third week of May while MA stayed behind to pack up the house and finish work. MariAnne joined me in Uganda the third week of June without knowing what it would hold for her. She came willingly as the wife without any expectation of employment or what she would be able to do. All she really knew was that she loved me, that we had spent the last couple years letting her finish her Masters degree in Christian Counseling, and that the job in Uganda was a job I really wanted to do. Good enough for her!
End of 2011:
Well four months later we decided it was time for her to head home to get some quality time with her family in as well as to squelch my desire to (lovingly) strangle her to death. You see, the first few months proved to be tougher than originally thought for MA but I will let her tell her side of the story if she desires. The biggest adjustment to being in Uganda so far has been my business and MariAnne’s lack of business. It has been a hard adjustment for MariAnne to leave her super duper busy life of completing grad school, working 35 hours a week counseling refugees and building a counseling program from scratch for World Relief. Who could blame her for being stir crazy at the end of a long day with no electricity, no internet and nowhere to go and all along her husband is working from 7 am till 7 pm Monday through Saturday, and at the end of the day all he can do is sit on the couch and stare into space. Needless to say, no sooner had MariAnne gotten on the plane than I began to miss her immensely. Over the next six weeks loneliness would be a constant theme.
Finishing 2011 was not made easier by the fact that MariAnne was so far removed. Things kind of blew up in the month of November. Work was slow, it should have been busy, the rain went away which meant it was hot and dusty and I was unhappy, we got bed bugs, which meant I had a billion bites and was relegated to sleeping in my tent in the living room, and all the small  things at work started becoming big things and to top it all off our landlord went crazy. This was all compounded by the fact that I did not have my best friend to talk to at the end of the day or to suffer with me in my misery (bedbug bites).
Finally December 8th arrived and I started the long journey to Kampala. Nine hours later we arrived hot, exhausted and smelling like diesel fuel. Quickly we made the executive decision to abandon showers for the time being and head straight to dinner. You might be thinking how someone could eat like this, but to those of us who live on beans and rice for six to eight weeks at a time, food is priority in life upon arrival in Kampala. After filling our bellies I finally head home to shower and catch some rest. The next day is followed by the only Christmas shopping available at the local craft market and mall. I briefly celebrate Christmas with other ex-pat staff and head off to the airport in a taxi. Home is so close I can almost smell it…?... or wait, that’s actually the water treatment plant-It’s awful! Finally, an hour and a half past the given departure time, I board a crowded stuffy plane for London- civilization awaits!J 


Seth 

Monday, July 25, 2011

A Journey Through Karamoja-land

Friday before last, we traveled the approximately 400 kilometers from Moroto to Kampala. The majority of the trip is on a dirt road carved in major potholes, causing us to rarely get the Landcruiser above 40 km/hr. For a drive that, as Daddy Dub figured out, is less than the distance between Sherman and Lubbock, the time it takes to reach Kampala from Moroto is between 7 and 10 hours.
The roadtrip, however, is beautiful and I never get tired of staring out the window. At the start of the trip from Moroto, we travel through many of the villages where Seth’s team distributes food. No one stays in their huts; people are all out in the sun doing various activities: women and girls are fetching water, sifting and drying seeds, sweeping the dirt outside and around their huts with make-shift brooms made out of sticks or reeds. Women wave and laugh while the teenage girls stop and stare, giving a shy smile as we pass. Young, half-naked and dirty children are playing hopscotch, tag, or wrestling, or running to the road where they hear a vehicle coming waving and screaming “mzungu!” Men and boys could be found herding goats or cows along with a stick as the animals find brush to eat or sitting on their hand-carved stools underneath an acacia tree talking and passing time.
There are two differences that stand out to me so far between the Langi people near Lira and the Karamajong surrounding Moroto. One difference is the way they dress. The Karamajong women wear 5 or 6 layers of yellow, white, red and blue beads wrapped around their necks. A certain color, (perhaps white), is a sign of beauty and availability for young women. For older women, the beads represent a sign of “wealth” (i.e. possessing cows and goats). The women also wear knee-length, multi-layered and multi-colored broom skirts. They decorate their ankles, wrists, and ears with bracelets and earrings.
The men and boys wrap themselves in red plaid cloth draped over one shoulder. Sometimes they wear additional clothes underneath the cloth and sometimes they don’t. In addition, many women and men have flesh bumps that form a pattern around their eyes and foreheads. This is also a sign of beauty and style and is done by making tiny cuts on the face in a pattern and pouring some sort of solution or poison that reacts with the skin causing it to bubble up. Then, as the cuts heal, bumpy scars are formed causing the patterns.
Do I think the bumps are beautiful as the Karamojong do? Well… definitely not yet. In fact, I think they make them look mean and fierce, which might be the point. However, the longer I’m here, the more I might begin to see the beauty in them.
Another difference between the Langi people and the Karamajong is the amount of friendliness exhibited by each tribe. The Karamajong, a more uncivilized group than the Langi, are less friendly and seem distrustful. Suffering from the drought that has wracked parts of Somalia and Sudan as well, the Karamojong have relied on dried goods from the World Food Program, distributed by NGO’s such as Samaritan’s Purse, for the last 40 years. The able-bodied are now given assistance with seeds and tools for gardens and are required to work to receive food. The vulnerable, (elderly and children), still receive food rations without the requirement to work. The people live in fear of weather conditions, the possibility of food assistance cutbacks, and the threat of cattle raids. While many will smile and wave, still others will stare with a look somewhere between a scowl and wonder.
After the first 3 hours on the drive from Moroto to Kampala, the dry, bushy terrain begins to change to taller acacia trees and then to marshy rice fields. Inhabited villages are few and far between at this point and I either choose to keep an eye out for the great variety of wild birds to be spotted or let the jerky ride of the vehicle amazingly lull me to sleep.
Once we are out of Karamojaland and stop in the bustling city of Mbale for frostbitten ice cream, (but ice cream, nonetheless), we excitedly know we are getting close to Kampala, the land of multi-ethnic foods, cappuccinos, dirt and vehicle exhaust that will choke you, dirt-cheap massages and pedicures, boda rides, and the movie theater… oh yeah, and the SP Cycle Management Training.

During the month here so far, I’m colliding with a lot of emotions: exhilaration, trepidation, affection, joy, boredom, spiritual thirst, and fulfillment. I’ve also experienced somewhat of an identity crisis, an increasing burden for the impoverished and lost, and some moments of loneliness. Although the positive emotions are what we all naturally strive for, I welcome the not-so-positive ones, too. I think in the midst of those emotions are when I pray more, grow closer in my relationships, and learn to be still.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Back to Uganda

I arrived in Kampala 2 days ago and Seth and Chris (Samaritan's Purse Country Director), picked me up from the airport. Seth has already been living and working here for a month while I have been finishing up work, moving out of our house, and packing and taking care of business stuff at Mom and Dad's (with TONS of help from Mom-thanks, Mom!, and from Dad, Wes, and Bunny as I moved out of the house- thanks guys!). For those of you who don't know, Seth is directing a food distribution program in the Karamoja region of Northern Uganda due to a severe drout the people are experiencing.

It's great to be back although we are being a little spoiled in Kampala before we travel up to Moroto on Sunday. Seth has been working out of the Kampala office this week and we are staying with Chris and Jodi, eating Mexican food and playing Settler's. Seth keeps telling me to eat up because, "trust me, there's not a lot of food in Moroto and you will get really tired of beans and rice". He has also been telling me to take lots of hot showers.

Uganda smells very nostalgic. If you can imagine a mixture of dirt, roasted maze, and cooking fire, that's what it smells like. Haven't smelled too much B.O. yet, although that's also a nostalgic smell :) We rode motorcycle bodas today which brings back memories.

Seth and I have tons to talk about and our conversations and time together has been fun and different. I feel like our relationship might be a little different this year as we will become more of a team in our support of each other.

That's about all I have so far- there is tons to take pictures of and I'm looking forward to figuring out my new camera and posting some pics on the blog.

We miss you all!

Love,

MariAnne